Watch it all fall apart

I ran Westville Trail.

I ran at high noon in the heat of the day.

My steps were off, I couldn't concentrate, even a song on my ipod skipped.
The butterflies didn't look so pretty. The sky was not as blue. The grass is turning brown.

I had to stop twice.

I wanted to cry. I cried. Cry baby.

Does it matter? I had my sunglasses on. Besides anyone who saw me would just think it was sweat. Sweat mixed with tears...that's what it really was.

I crossed my finish line and stopped, thankfully. I wanted to throw up.
I did NOT throw up.

I saw 5 of Katie's friends coming down my street. Sarah asked me, "Did you have a nice run?"

I replied, "no, not today."

I'll blame this on hormones. Damn you hormones!

The sun is shinning, but I feel light years away.

new song to ipod- "Numb" by Linkin Park